Being a little pregnant

7DP4DT (7 day post day-4 transfer) 7DPT (7 day post transfer) 11DPR / 11DPO (11 day post retrieval)

After recovering from the terrible stomach flu, I enjoy having absolutely no symptoms. I don't even have sore butts from the daily progesterone shot. Learning from the previous 2 IVFs that symptoms during 2ww mean NOTHING, helps go through yet another cycle.

I wasn't sure if I'd be overanalytical. The previous 2 cycles, OH yes. But having completely 2 different symptoms, I've decided not to read into anything, and so far I managed to do that.

Y'know, IVF is something that can make you "a little" pregnant. I don't know how my precious embryos are doing right now. I'm hoping they've decided to stay in my uterus. Since the retrieval, I'm a little pregnant. This is the closest I came in pregnancy. I know that's sad, but true.

My husband asked if I wanted to test before the beta on Monday. He's never said that. I don't know. Maybe... maybe not... Last cycle, it did not prepare me for the news at all. I was very depressed when a nurse called me, and I was sad for a very long time. I thought getting negative from HPT would ease the pain if the bad news came. Nope, it didn't. I was upset when I saw that NOT PREGNANT sooner that I could've been.

So I don't know. We'll see how I feel this weekend.

I'm just praying that they stuck. I'm praying that the stomach flu didn't ruin them. I'm just... praying...